If you're out on the road, feeling lonely and so cold...

My favorite show has finally returned. Some people have the OC, Laguna Beach, and One Tree Hill premieres to excite their September nights. I, however, have the Gilmore Girls. The only show that keeps me focused and anxious to see what is going to happen next in the lives of these women. Wow - writing that made me feel like I was suddenly on the paper again. Anyway, the Gilmore Girls premiere was last night and as an eager fan who waited all summer, I was happy with the results. I spent yesterday in Manhattan, searching for a future and not successful at all. I did, however, meet up with Tyne for lunch and got to see where Greg is living. I love seeing Tyne because we're in the same boat and we always seem to find the good in things no matter what. She is going up to Albany this weekend to start looking at apartments with her boyfriend. I'm so happy that she and Dave are happy. The city itself was wonderful, as always. I felt very professional even though I wasn't working and I love the way the city feels on a day to day basis. I only hope I can find something I love doing there.

Days have been the same old same. Working at Brookside is a good way to rake in money, even if it's not many hours. Next week I'm working 50 hours because Dana is off, so I'm with her class all day. If they weren't 3 years old, I might be excited about it. I'll be excited when that paycheck comes rolling in on the 30th, though.

Things on the Verona house are at a stand still until Nick talks to Anthony. I'm trying not to get my hopes up too high but everytime I talk to Jess, I want to live with her so badly. Today I got to work early and just sat in my car with the windows down and did some thinking, which I do a lot lately. I thought about my current situation and how all I really want to do with the rest of my life is teach. Well, at this point, the only way to really get there successfully is to get a degree in education. So I've been spending my time researching different graduate schools to see which I might have a chance at and which I can afford. It's frustrating and disappointing most of the time but I think this no job thing is really motivating me to get there as fast as I can.

Three more days until I get to see Pete again. I'm not going to lie - this long distance thing really really really sucks. I guess I shouldn't complain considering some people, like Nikki, don't get to see their guys for months because they are in Iraq. But I do complain because 2 weeks is a lot to me. I love the phone calls and the emails but there is too much time inbetween of missing him that really kills me. He's coming to NJ the first weekend of October and I'm excited about making some fun plans (that will definitely include pumpkins) and hanging out with the Brookside crew again. This coming Monday it will be exactly one month that we've been officially dating...aww, how cheesy. :)

Let's see....we finally had our Sex and the City night a few nights ago and it was a success - we watched half of the first season already. Nicole and Jess threw a few pillows in anger but maybe this show will help everyone's guy frustrations in the long run. :) It's really nice to be home with the girls, even though I don't see them much. We are all pretty much going through the same thing, trying to find work and struggling to cope with this whole "life after college" crap. I know we're going to all be successful and okay in the end - no matter how hard it seems right now. I've got faith. :)

That's all I have for now. Can't wait until Saturday :) Goodnight